Need to vent

[Emelia8]

Oh dear, you poor thing @BlueBay 

A sick household by the sound of it. Thats the thing with little kids in the household, illness such as gastro spreads through all household members. Unavoidable really.

Hope it goes thru quickly, which it seemed to with little A. Likely a 24hr bug going around.

Rest up and get well soon.

Emelia 🌷🌻🌹

[BPDSurvivor]

Oh dear. Hope you feel better soon @BlueBay !

 Keep your fluids up. 

That dreaded gastro bug! I hate it!

[BlueBay]

I'm in so much pain 

my hips my back and ribs

no more vomiting 

but I feel so crap 

even just laying on the couch is causing pain 

I'm feeling teary 

@BPDSurvivor @Emelia8 @MDT @Shaz51 @Owlunar @Maggie 

[MDT]

@BlueBay i am around for a bit

[Owlunar]

I'm sorry @BlueBay 

Kids have such virulent bugs and gastro - rotten - and it has gone through your household with nearly everyone going down like nine-pins - bingo - not fun.

You can tell it's a bug when people get sick one after another - something you ate gets everyone at the same time - it seems like a 24 hour unpleasant thing - I hope people are recovering now and you are okay - you have enough health issues without adding one

And it seems A picked it up from her Dad's place - I was particularly sorry to read this

I was pretty raw when I read you were at the local ED for  about 2 hours and it was crowded and yet no one was called in - understaffed - that is pretty disappointing. I guess the tourists get sick too - I don't blame them though - I am often a tourist but I do tend to travel off season - 

Still - there have been times when I have just got up and walked out - and I thought - ah - the nurse gave A a tablet when you were leaving and some frozen sticks to suck - I wonder - really wonder - why she couldn't have given those when you turned up and you could have just gone home - which makes perfect sense to me

I am glad you appreciated my post - I don't normally want to write so much about myself on someone else's thread but on this occasion I thought that giving you some insight into my story might be in order because I did claw my way through life for years and I know what a battle it is and how it seems it can never end - but it does because life-circumstances do and you get older - which is a good thing. We learn with age - you are gaining a lof of life-information through all of this

So many people don't understand BPD - I certainly didn't - it has taken time and searching to learn - and also reading what you have written. There is no need to think yourself wrong for sharing your story as you do - you are spreading the word to other people - and this is a wonderful think and you have a wonderful gift in being able to write as you do

I am glad you are applying for jobs even though your health isn't good and there isn't a lot around where you live - a hospital pharmacy position would be perfect for you.

Just remember you don't need confidence to start - and I am glad to hear you are trying to live one day at a time - and what a bugger - a bug in your family's stomachs straight away. That''s life - alas

Dec

Believe in yourself

[BlueBay]

hi @Owlunar I was thinking the same thing about hodpital visit. They could have given A frozen hydralyte and we could have gone home. 
hubby and younger son haven't caught it. Not sure they will. 
It's a very rainy day here. A day to stsy inside. What are you doing today? 

hi @MDT  what are you up to? 

[MDT]

Just getting some coffee atm @BlueBay
And a bite to eat. Then I am off to officeworks to get a new desk chair. Then home to put it together and work on some articles and also polish up cv
Not too busy but too lax either

[Owlunar]

Hi @BlueBay 

I'm sorry you are so uncomfortable - take it easy today - 

I have a busy day - I have my domestic help and assisted shopping today and I have to email my specialist about my shoulder that is pretty painful - I am seeing my doctor this afternoon so yes - he will tell me to do that so I want to say I already have

Dec

[BlueBay]

omg everyone at home is irritating me 

just leave me alone!!!!

[BlueBay]

@Owlunar @MDT @BPDSurvivor @Emelia8 @Shaz51 and others 

I seriously just want to go away 

feel very "in the way" "stupid don't know Whst you're saying" 

Wish people at home would stop whinging 

im upset st the moment with my daughter she said something to me thst really hurt 

my older son hardly talks to me ir anyone at hime snymire 

what's the point of been around 

I feel so hated right now 😢😢😢

I'm glad she's going to get partners house with A tonight 

hope she moves out soon