I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

[outlander]

it tends to be background noise too @Former-Member like the ones ive seen i dont really watch sort of thing, but i also lay  in bed around 9pm and watch them as well until whenever i go to sleep (could be not at all so it just plays) 

hmm i cant watch too many vet shows. 

[Sans911]

@outlander - it's ok. I know it's just natural for your kind, caring nature. I'm no better, no worse. Not sleeping much. Very, very unsettled.

[Former-Member]

@outlandersorry hun, yeah didn't think of that.

I like watching Mrs Browns Boys too, that is super funny. 

@Sans911I am glad you are here even if it is just following along. Please don't feel like you have to comment, just knowing you are here is enough.

[outlander]

Hmm thats not good sis @Sans911
Do you want to talk about it and whats triggerred you off? U can chat here if u like ❤

[outlander]

All good @Former-Member mrs browns boys i watch alot too i can get full episodes of my computer so i can watch them in bed without the tv on if need be

[Sans911]

@outlander - no, lil Sis. I don't want to talk. Please don't think me rude. I just can't explain what's going on. And words are hard to come by. I know I'm ignoring you. I'm really sorry. To both you & @Former-Member.

[outlander]

Nope thats perfectly fine sis @Sans911 i like having u here either way ❤ i dont think your being rude at all. Just know we are here for whenever you need even just to sit 💜💜💜

[outlander]

Im also guessing u knew what i was going to say but its better to see the words written then imagined @Sans911 💜

[Former-Member]

@Sans911there is nothing to be sorry about hun. You are not ignoring us. As I said before just seeing you on here is enough. There is no pressure at all. I completly understand how hard it is to find the words.

Just know that we are here for you in whatever way you need us to be. So if that is just giving you big hugs and sitting with you, then thats what we will do sis 

[outlander]

Logging off for abit. Its going to rain and the cool change has just arrived so going to do the horses i missed from this morning
Will chat later ❤