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Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

@outlandermorning hun, hope you got some sleep last night Heart

morning @Former-Member hope you cold is a bit better

Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

hey everyone. im at least ok today. not much sleep but nothing new. 

been a big day but hasnt finished yet. my pop brought his uncle down and he talks that much that i zone out and i have no idea what hes talking about so i jsut nod and say yes lol. its near on 40deg here and i dont want to keep talking. i moved my horse to my work today as well and at least it gets me away from one lot of the bullies. 

ive gotta go to work later on this arvo- feeling on edge though as i dont just get to go to work and enjoy my horses. yesterday i didnt get to spend even one minute before i had aorund 5 people come up and want something. i know its part of my job to help others but i really jsut wanted to feed our horses and fill up their water in peace for 5 minutes. i even left my phone in the car so i didnt have to deal with it. i guess not. 

 

so anyway thats me, currently sitting at home till it cools down watching finding dory babaysitting sisters for an hr or so (see never stops lol) whats everyone else been up to?

Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

HI @outlander

Glad to see you are ok today. Wow 40deg, too hot! It has cooled down a lot here which is good. Hopefully it would have cooled down a bit before you go to work. 

How long is your uncle staying? I am guessing you will spend more time in your bedroom.

Havent been up to much, slept pretty good last night but was given some good meds to take. Shame I can't have them all the time. So just been doing some washing, packing up the xmas decorations and couch surfing!

 

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Yeh its bloody hot as @Former-Member its cooling down abit now but waiting on mum to get home.
Um hes staying around 3 days or so. But yeh after around 7 i go hibernate away from everyone thats if im not working at that time .

Are your new meds finally working? Though i read somewhere you werent at home but not sure what you meant by that.

Our xmas lights stay up all yr round more like just add to it lol. But the tree will come down after new yrs. Been watching vets or bbt today?

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@outlanderdid some things.....observation for a night Smiley Sad came home today.

Day meds are the same but dossage increased and another med added to the night ones I normally take.

Took the xmas tree down today and packed everything away. HAha love that your xmas lights stay up all night.

Vet shows on today!!!

 

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Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

Hugs sis ❤ @Former-Member
I do hope that these new meds go ok for you though
Lol pop wont let me take them down besides it takes a week to near on put them all back up so they just stay up. Often i buys a few extras while the sales are on ready for the next yr.

Ahh vets shows today. Im just finished season 3 of bbt.

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@Sans911
How are you today? Have you gotten up to much?

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Ahh shit sorry u asked not to ask you that! @Sans911 sorry ❤

Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

@outlanderyou are flying through the BBT. Look up on youtube The Incredible Dr Poh if you are into vet shows at all. I like the show a lot