Hi @outlander @Former-Member @Former-Member @utopia @Faith-and-Hope @Owlunar @NikNik @Zoe7
I am sorry I couldn't respond to anyone's posts last night. I was not in a good talking mood. All i wanted to do was cry myself to sleep.
I did manage to email @NikNik and we worked together on some strategies to cope.
This morning I was angry because I had no meds to take as the webster pack was empty and I hadn't noticed this mornig. so i called up the hopsital and as they were holding all my meds (thinking i was going back in this week) to say i was coming to pick them up. then they tell me that they have no idea as to when i will be able to go back in. so i got angry and said well forget it because i am on annual leave thhis week and am going bnsck to work next wednesday. i cannot afford to have more time off as all i got paid the last fortnight was $37 as i have no annual leave or sick leave left.
i then panicked and theought graet now what do i do, i have no hospityal adminssion i have no psych appt; i have nothing. so i got hubby to drive me down to the hospittal to pick up meds; then drive me to my psych to organise something ie. an appt. i spoke to the receptionist told her my drama and she said take a seat and he may see you now. but that wasn't the case, he said i cann come in tomorrowq to see him. so i have an appt tomorrow afternoon.
i am still angry with the hosptial, i do know there is a waiting list; but i can't stop and change meds and have more time off work wityh no pay. i don't know what else to do.
i know my health comes first.
i ended up going to see my GP this mornig at 8.30am as i had terrible stomach pains. he reassured me quite a few times that i was okay and tht i would be okay. he made another appt for 2 weeks time and said he will see how i am in 2 weeks time. he says i am on strong medication and it is that which is causing my stomach pains. but i am positive that i can feel a lump (which i think is a hernia) - well that's what (Dr google said ;when i looked it up!!!)
i am trying to pack more today, hubby is outside. all the kids are at work today which is good. too m,any people around annoy me.
i have a blue blanket to sew for my friends baby so i may even sew that today.
oh i have some exciting news, but you'll all have to go across to the baby news on the other thread.
Love BB xxx
