Hi @NikNik @CherryBomb @Owlunar @utopia @Faith-and-Hope @Zoe7 @outlander @Former-Member @Shaz51 @oceangirl @Phoenix_Rising and any others I may have forgotten 🙂
I am stressing to the max. Come home from holidays and it is full on with packing stuff and sorting through stuff. Putting stuff aside for garage sale (this coming saturday) and stuff to take to new home.
I can't do it all. Hubby has next 2 weeks off which is good, he is helping but a lot of things I need to go through. i am walking around the hosue in a daze thinking 'what the hell am i going tyo do; how on earth am i going to get all this done". I am feeling very overwhgelmed.
I am scared that it won't get done. There is stress reg. sale and deposit not going through yet. received a phone call from our solicitor friday afternoon, money hasn't gone through yet. i am so stressed. i just wnt to hide away and cry.
i now wish i didn't have a holiday.
i received a phone call from the hspital this morning and they said they don't have a bed today or anytime soon. but that could change. she siad she will keep me informed.
i saw my own GP this morning, he said i have made a start to my recovery and that he was happy to see me. i told him that i am scared of opening up too much of myself in case of breaking down. the past 3 weeks in hospital have been rerally hard with a lot of emotional healitng and going through my trauma and talking about missing my dad.
i wish i could just disappear, i know i say this a lot; but really i can't deal with this anymore. it is so hard, stressful and i am sytarting to panic. i can't even tyupe properly, my fingers are not typing as fast as i want to talk.
better go and do something. i am so much i just want to cry.
my life is so overwhelming, packing is too hard.
i dont' know if i can do it.
i feel so anxious, sick in the stomach.
it's like the past week we were away and i didn't think about it and now bang today has come and its full on panic, full on feeling sick; full on overwhelming feeling; full on stress.
