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@outlander@utopia@Zoe7@Former-Member@Sophia1

Hi Peeps - I am not feeling useful and just catching up with myself

I am okay really - emotionally I can fall apart for a time but I get it that these things happen to everyone and right now I have had an "everything-at-once-moment" and nothing is or can be resolved atm so let time pass and time it easy it the best way to to deal with it - emotionally - my life has had enough adventures for me to know that I can cope with this and I do - as anxious as I can get at times - it seems I am getting better at it

I tried to do my passport on-line yesterday - ah sheesh - can a password be harder? 20 characters - using all sorts of characters - really - then most of the password disappears and we are all supposed to repeat the password - I am not sure how that works but am computer-literate but I couldn't manag that so I got a phone number and it is possible to get passport forms from some post offices so I took a walk and got one and had my photo taken 

I felt like crying - I had to take the clips out of my hair and take my glasses off and my photos are terrible - I never see my face without my glasses - I need them so much I wear them when I am asleep sometimes - I go to sleep reading but still - I have my glasses on pretty well 24/7 a lot - so as petty as it sounds I didn't like taking my glasses off and I really hate the photo

Enough said - that's trivial and kinda funny and today I am still tired - I still have lots of things to attend to and passports have a lot of hard to answer questions with name changes etc and I think I will give myself a day and speak to them on the phone or even make an apppointment to see them - yawn - stretch - why am I doing this when I feel so tired?

I think I will take my teddy and go back to bed

I am okay really - just worn out from the stress of last weekend and the uncertainity of the illness and operatons required for my three most significant other people - this won't go away buy pushing myself - I just need to take it easy

And of course - I have ants - they come in after the cat food but alas - as much as I would like to go outside and sit in the fresh air that is not a good idea - there are ants everywhere

But I am here if slightly wonky

Dec