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Hi @Former-Member

I have missed you so much - we are both going through anniversaries and bingo - my phone line was down for getting on for two weeks - 

No - I was not seriously depressed - I had a few moments with the anniversary coming up next week - it weighs heavily on me and I know you understand and you are always there for me - and no - you have not offended me - I am really hard to offend and I would be honest and tell you if there was a bug in the works but I know you need the reassurance - I really care about you - and you have kept the faith through this dark time

Your Mother's birthday and mine are on the same day and so I don't think I will forget y our Mother's birthday. You ask if I do anything to remember my mother on her birthday and no - I don't - I just can't forget her actually and it was a rough relationship - like you and your mother not getting along at times.

There were years on end when I didn't see my mother during our life time - I guess I don't miss her because during many years she was hardly part of my life - and this is sad for her because she never really knew me or what I did - and I wasn't in her life and I don't know what she did - and for me it was easy to let go

But it is different for everyone - I care about you so much Lapses and I have missed you so much

Sending hugs

You are always in my heart

Dec