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Hi @Owlunar

You know I was born a premmie - 10 weeks early.  And in those days (51 yrs ago) it was difficult.  I was born 4ib and had no eyebrows, eyelashes and my dad would have to come and bring the expressed milk to the hospital so the staff could feed me.  My mum wasn't there, she was home with my brother. So much for 'bonding'.

You know when i am 'in my negative horrible state' i feel that i don't deserve the love, support and care from others on here.  I feel that i should just go away and disappear. Sometimes i even feel that i don't deserve this care, love and support and that it's my fault.

I am truly amazed and blessed to be part of this forum. the amount of support love and care for each other is unbelievable.  i have never been on any other forum where there is so much love and respect for each other.

No, i don't love myself, never have and don't even know if i ever will. that's a tough one to work through.

Take care @Owlunar xxxooo