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[Angels333]

Hi @Molliex @BlueBay @Anastasia @TAB @Former-Member @Appleblossom @greenpea @Adge @Zoe7 @Faith-and-Hope @MDT @Shaz51 @eth 

Arrgh I'm feeling lost,  shaky...   I feel my mental illness defining me....

Christmas is looming and I'm overwhelmed 

Worried I'll self harm....   ashamed of scars

So much stress today...  I can't share with Mr Angels 

XOXO ANGELS333 

[Former-Member]

😔 Ah sounds like challenging times @Angels333 

Try not to over think Christmas.

Easy said. I know. I'm lying in bed. Exhausted too.

Can you maybe do something else. Have anything on hand to calm nerves?

Happy to chat if you need. ☺️
Understand if not.

Just be kind to you. Don't be ashamed. 

[Angels333]

Urgh @Former-Member I feel so lonely and stressed I just want to scream but I have to hold it together for Mr Angels who has his own stress 😒

[Former-Member]

Yes I hear you @Angels333 

Sometimes it's also ok to say 'I feel' .....

Maybe will help him too.

I have struggles with this.

It seems to become your feelings always count.. mine don't.

Then I loose my patience.

We all need support.

The balance can be hard.

[Angels333]

@Former-Member  Mr Angels has real stress building he has a major assignment due for his post graduate studies in a week....   then he'll have time for me.    In the meantime I have to put up and shut up so to speak,   it's about respect...

I'm just struggling so much with my self esteem...

XOXO ANGELS333 

[TAB]

Hope things settle @Angels333 thx for the tag

[Eve7]

Sending a gentle hug @Angels333 as I just happened to be passing by.

💙🤗💙

[Faith-and-Hope]

More hugs incoming @Angels333 .... 💖🌷💕

[MDT]

Hi @Angels333
Feeling for you my friend

[Former-Member]

I'm sorry @Angels333 

I had to leave. My kids hoped into bed with me. And too long and P starts quizzing me on whom talking too 😔

I hope today is better and make time for you.

❤️