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[Former-Member]

That's it @Angels333 

You decide what you need.

So get it whilst not not good place.

partner threw all my meds out. Only one was prescribed. Rest just vitamins that I need. 

I have no faith in friends. He lies about what I say.

im tired.

wothout going into it. I feel I've been here too long. My problems mean little to others. I don't matter. She gets over it type.

i think long and hard how to get over it. 
drinking isn't my vice

and good luck to partner on my cold turkey the a******. It's worse move ever. He wants a passive partner who doesn't express opinion.

im done.

goodnight

hi to others. Whom know me too.

im over it for today.

bless me for strength. I have to find my own place.

f this shit

[Angels333]

It sounds chaotic @Former-Member I can only listen....I hope your okay, if your in danger call 1800 737 732 it's a domestic violence line....   I don't think you partner throwing away your meds is acceptable    

[Faith-and-Hope]

💜🌷 @Angels333 .....

Sounds a lot like my soon2bx @Former-Member ..... has all the hallmarks of npd.

Keep looking after you ❣️  Hearing you here more than you know.

[Molliex]

Huge step @Angels333 

Proud of you and all the progress you have made.

[Faith-and-Hope]

Me too @Angels333  ^^^ ❤️💕

[Angels333]

@Faith-and-Hope  @Molliex 

Thanks so much you are both such kind friends.❤🧡💛💚💙💜

I still need my meds and one on one psychologist and psychiatrist  and I have so much trauma that gets in the way.   But I get my Thursday back, maybe I'll look for a new job in the new year....

[Zoe7]

3 years is a long time to do DBT @Angels333 so I am not surprised you have finished. The skills you have learnt over that time will carry you forward though Hon - and that is a good thing. I strongly believe your knowledge and experience will be invaluable as a peer support worker so I wish you nothing but goodluck with the course and your future endeavours. 

[Former-Member]

Evening @Faith-and-Hope @Angels333 @TAB 

@Anastasia 

@Former-Member 

Sorry I've not replied yet.

P says he will get help. Doesn't want to loose me.

My s retaliated by breaking a few small things of his-mug, sunnies, face cream etc.

He said he was lying.

Today as S at his own dads my P found letter he wrote.

Very upsetting. Expressing anger, hate and speaking of suicide.

I don't believe he will do this. But it's not good. My P looks at the names he called him and says he still needs to know it's not ok to break someone's property.

Im confused in one sense.

I know why my son did this. Powerless to act. So broke Ps things.

Im stuck. Made a life with his world. He appologised for throwing out my meds. I purchased his new lenses for sunnies. I know NPD. My ex was this. So yes in many ways I'm wary. I'm trying to work with it all.

Tomorow I collect my kids from their dads.

I will see how it all goes.

I just want it to stop. 
Anyway. I didn't really wan to say more. I'm wary of what he watches. It's controlling stuff. I know. 

[Former-Member]

so many things going on @Former-Member 

[Former-Member]

How can I change p******n***
?

I can't find it. Maybe reply other thread?

Or If anyone knows ?🥴

@Former-Member