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Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

Hi @Bubbles3

 

We all seem to have different degrees so family probs here - you only need to say as much as you feel like - If find my siblings very hard to get along with so I don't see them - I like my life better that way

 

Aw - so you are going to court - I am not facing anything so interesting though I was in court for my son several times - it is a place where we feel vulnerable regardless of why we are there - and you only need to say anything unless you feel like it

 

It can make Christmas harder though - I had to be in court for my son as soon as the Children's Court was open in January one year - aw that is so hard - I understand whatever it's about

 

I spent Christmas Day with my daughter's family - my grand-daughter and my son-in-law and my daughter's step-sons and their families and there were other children from other members of the extended family it was terrific fun seeing the kids tearing the paper off their parcels - I was there for hours and it was really great

 

But since then I have been here alone and this is something I find easy to sit with - all these years and I have found so much to do that I actually enjoy myself. I had movies taped to watch and I play the piano too - so being alone is fine for me

 

And I am planning to visit some rellies of mine interstate - probably in February - I had a knee arthroscopy done just over a month ago and it is getting better - it was worth having - and I want to be able to walk a lot when I travel - that's the best part of my holidays - walking and getting lost and needing to find my way back

 

But I know the city I am going to this time really well

 

I am glad your kids liked their pressies - are they still into Father Christmas? - and a special breakfast sounds a good idea - 

 

I hope this year is better for you Bubbles - even though you have a court date in front of you

 

Just an idea - take cold drinks and something to eat with you - I found this a really good idea

 

Dec

Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

@Owlunar 

whilst the holidays are around i work the 7 days now but when it dies back down itll be back to 4 days. no the job doesnt mean a great deal to me. i do enjoy it but now that my horses are at my work as well i dont get the chance to jsut hang around them without clients constantly conming up to me. so thats where i need boundaries too. i hope that when the holidays are over itll die down as well. 

my mother wont change, i can only change myself and what i do etc so working on that one as well very slowly...

 

Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

im really scared about going to court @Owlunar

im not looking forward to it. im sh*tting my pants. i have no family help. i have no one to help ATM

Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

@Sans911 @Former-Member @Faith-and-Hope will u sit with me for abit..no talking..

Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

Sure @outlander .... but I have to keep cooking here too.

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Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

I can sit without saying much either, if you like @outlander

Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

Thank you @Queenie @Faith-and-Hope no words needed just abit if company 💜💙💖

Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

@outlander still around hun. Happy to sit, cant talk anyway

Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

@outlander
I am here too now, I have had a bad headache & sore throat all day. I'm glad no talking needed as I can not anyway.
You can rest your head in my lap, outlander, & I will massage your forehead, & gently brush your hair for you! xo 🙂

Re: I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

Thank you @Former-Member
Rest up bella @Former-Member sounds goid too btw