Life can be a Pain

[Former-Member]

@Owlunar 🌸💕 

[BlueBay]

Hi @Decadian

@was just thinking about you.  Sending you hugs ❤️❤️

[Owlunar]

@Zoe7@BlueBay@Former-Member@outlander@utopia

Many thanks for your best wishes yesterday - and for the pictures - it is a wonderful feeling to have this support

I survived - slightly wonky turned into totally trashed by late afternoon - I really can't imagine how watching TV all day could make me feel better but at least I am still here and my sense of proportion is intact - aaaaaahhh - awwwwwww - sometimes I feel the sky is falling and other times I know it but I am here today - headachey and I have been busy doing yesterday's chores - I have left my passport papers to deal with next week - I can always fast-track the whole issue - I have an expired passport so it can't be that hard - 

Enough - I am catching up with myself today and my grand-daughter is having exploratory surgery tomorrow and my daughter is on a list hoping to get to see her surgeon earlier - I have had good luck with those lists myself but this surgeon is very popular apparently - which is good - and I haven't heard anything from my cousin though I am reading his blog - no news there

And I have a headache which I know is something to do with tooth-grinding and that is enough complaining - 

Thanks everyone for your support - it's amazing how all of this is happening at the same time but I guess that happens - and all the other stuff that went on seems like fluff with all these heavier issues - I guess I am used to attending to things and I will go on doing that - taking a day of to do nothing except clean up ants is okay

Enough - nothing is ever so bad it can't get worse

Dec

I know how to care for myself

[Former-Member]

Oh @Owlunar, hang in there 🌸💕

[Zoe7]

Taking care of yourself is a priority @Owlunar so I am pleased to hear you are doing that. You are right that there are things that can wait while you are feeling like this so an easy day is a great idea. Hugs Dec 

[Former-Member]

[Sophia1]

hello @Owlunar

Sorry that I have not replied sooner.. 

 respect how much that you are dealing with @Owlunar

that would have been so extremely harrowing that day...I won't even mention which one...you know...

You probably were running on auto pilot for much of it..

so there will be leaks of emotions..triggers...flashbacks...

You do have ongoing support on here though..

I actually spent a couple of hours reading back from the beginning of this thread...

I was totally confused why you were posting as @Decadian as well as @Owlunar

I am struggling again at the moment...

Pleased to read that you have some information about your granddaughter situation and hopefully more soon about your daughter...

I cannot find the words at the moment and feel better to leave you with those who can...

You are a very strong lady....believe in yourself....at the same time remind yourself that you are allowed to feel whatever it is that you are feeling...

❤

[Former-Member]

@Owlunar thinking of you 🌸

my girls birthday month, tomorrow is confirmation at church - people don’t understand how painful it is for me to watch their teenage girls go through the milestones. I avoid kids now. Don’t think I was the good mum I thought I was either. It’s all  such a crock!  Know you know but don’t wanna burden you. I’ll be fine. 

Hope this weekend is better for you than last. What have you been up to? 

I went on road trip up Blue Mountains and back. Was amazing.  🏞

Hiya @Sophia xox

[Sophia1]

thinking of you both @Owlunar @Former-Member

Sophia 

[Former-Member]