Am Not Coping

[Zoe7]

Yes you are a very unique frog of the MHCS 

Sleep well yourself @Former-Member 

... been a pleasure in challenging you tonight - next week - game on again!!!! but we will up our game to another level - so be ready 

Take it easy

Zoe 

[Former-Member]

I'm done. To tiered. I asked my friends to come over not one did. My husband fell asleep on the phone with me crying. Just proves I'm nothing

[Zoe7]

@utopia When I got to the chemist today the pharmacist came back and said that one of my meds was still in it's bottle - I said that is the one I take at 1o'clock - it was then after 2'oclock - nearly forgot. Haven't had my night meds yet - will do that now. Shite - I really need to get this new routine sorted - think it's time to set some alarms to remind me...

I'm taking a back seat with loula -  glad you are still around - don't need any triggers this close to bed - know you understand. Give me a shout-out if you need though.

[Appleblossom]

Thanks for reminding me .. I am trying to take nite med at 9 pm .. noted my diary .. cant do alarms .. they freak me out too much .. just have to keep coming back to it so it becomes a routine.

[Zoe7]

@Appleblossom I have a really cool rain falling tone that I can set for an alarm - so it isn't so in your face and disturbing - I think I'll set that and thern I will get used to that sound being just for my meds - and no-one else will know what it is for.

[utopia]

@Former-Member. It doesn't prove you are nothing. It simply says your friends and husband weren't there for you. Sick children, work tomorrow, life. There are many reasons your friends may not have been able to come over. I know Sundays are hard to get my friends over.
Your husband falling asleep on the phone. I have no idea what that is about - other than he sounds like he is exhausted. Where is he tonight? I don't know your story - so not sure why you are on the ph with him.
But the reality is - they couldn't be there for you tonight. It doesn't mean that they won't be there for you tomorrow.
So now you need to let those thoughts go.
Time to focus on something else.
Do you have hems that need fixing or buttons that need to be sewn on? Distraction tonight

[utopia]

@Zoe7 @Appleblossom. Glad me forgetting my meds is helping you gals remember yours. Lol.
All is okay zoe. Think you can get another good 7 hrs sleep tonight?

[Former-Member]

If my friends need me I would be there in a hear beat. I have canceled concerts, dinners and so much stuff. My friends are my family and I would do anything for them. But maybe people just don't think like me and that's hard for me to grasp. No actualy when I telll someone I want to end it i expect a call at least. Husband is over seas

[Zoe7]

@utopia Not sure on that tonight - I am ok - just need to keep my mind from getting out of control - going to put Mrs Brown's Boys on to distract me - and maybe hang out with @oceangirl a bit - and then just sleep when it comes.

[Former-Member]

I'm just going to leave. I don't want to distress anyone. Sorry if I put anyone on edge that's the last thing I want to do.