A Life of Trauma and Tragedy (Possibly Triggering Content)

[Snowie]

You have all of us left @Emelia8 I knwo it is not the same as having that company with us, but it is something. I hope you time with Holly goes on for longer then expected.💜

[Clawde]

Heyyyyyyy @Snowie great message yes you do @Emelia8  you have us all 😍

[Snowie]

Thanks @Clawde 

I like most people think I am going to say the wrong thing and am very hesitant to post to people.

[Clawde]

You go girl people love you, you alone keeps us together 😍

[Emelia8]

Thank you @Oaktree
@Faith-and-Hope  So sorry that legals continue to cause you so much distress. Seems to be taking forever. Thanks for the hugs and the support. You are one of life's best.
@Eve7  I would like nothing more than to share lunch with you and some of the others here. Saw on news update that some of Regional NSW is to come out of lockdown on the weekend. Not that it will make any difference at all to me. But it will to many. So I am glad about that. Green salad with avo sounds perfect. As does a proper pot of leaf black tea. Splash of milk please, and no sugar. Love the silverware and best tablecloth.
@Clawde  Oh goodness me, thats not good about the credit card fraud. So much to change when you have a change of credit cards. Been through all that when my husband passed away. Our credit card account was in his name, so it had to close upon his death. Lots of phone calls to get any regular payments moved to a new card. Such a pain. No you certainly did not need all that to happen, not today, or any other day. I'm sorry it happened. But at least it sounds as though you are not out of pocket, that it was halted in time.  Hope you can join Eve7 and myself for a cuppa?

Emelia

[Former-Member]

I'm sorry to hear you are in so much pain right now @Emelia8 

A quote came to my mind that I learned in DBT that has often helped me through very difficult and painful times. And that is something to the effect of...''your life can be incredibly painful and also be incredibly meaningful''

This quote gives me hope and purpose even in really painful, unbearable times that I can find something meaningful in my day. I hope this resonates with you and if not, just know that you are not alone in this. 

Thinking of you, 
- periwinklepixie 

[Emelia8]

@Former-Member 😔💕

[Eve7]

Thought I’d ask the nice man at Harrods to pour your tea @Emelia8 using the gold pot.

[Clawde]

Thanks @Emelia8  but will now pass on the cup of tea, @Clawde wishing everyone my best thoughts and vibe but so over this ###### with the credit card #### need to just sit in my Garden with my Dogs and cats (no they only acknowledge me at meal times) ###### my birds are so loud, a neighbour tried to complain about them well that did not go for them, ###### have a company trying to deliver food to us that I have cancelled weeks ago, see how they go with the credit card now not working, the Dog is barking ( the body guard one) I have to go now thanks everyone for being my only support don't feel for me I am strong, but wishi had the time for a cup of tea with all of you beautiful 😻 people love from your Clawde 👍😍🙏👋🤩:ok_hand:

[Appleblossom]

@Emelia8 

Gentle Hugs and sitting with you.

That is quite a rollcall of close people passing. Not sure what to say either, but you must be feeling buffetted by a veritable storm of loss.

I am glad you have Holly, and that she is not in pain even though her health is failing.

You are valued here on the forum and I think of you and notice your supports or smaller posts, as well as these longer ones.  Just do what you have to do re being here. You do not owe the forum, so dont worry on that account.  Dealing with extreme pain, grief and isolation is enormously challenging.  

Peaceful Distraction ....