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A Life of Trauma and Tragedy (Possibly Triggering Content)

Re: A Life of Trauma and Tragedy (Possibly Triggering Content)

Hello @Emelia8

 

With everyone else here, we extend to you companionship, concern, love and support.

 

I believe, that we here, just want you to know that we are here, and look forward with that companionship, concern, love and support, and confidence in your ability to meet and match the circumstances to which you need to respond.

 

Very Best Wishes

@HenryX

Re: A Life of Trauma and Tragedy (Possibly Triggering Content)

I am here for you @Emelia8 👀👂💔🙏💞

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I know you are hurting both physically and mentally Em. I have to go to a medical appointment and then the office today as it's next door to it but I'm here for you even though I won't be online constantly 😔

@Emelia8 🙏💞 please tag me in any updates 👀👂🙏💞IMG_20210719_061521.jpg

 

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Thank you, I will @Anastasia 💞

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Dropping some love and light off for you this morning @Emelia8 💕💕💕💕💕

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💖💕🌷 @Emelia8 ..... wishing you all the best for your results Hon

Re: A Life of Trauma and Tragedy (Possibly Triggering Content)

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Hi @Emelia8 

earlier you said:

"Not sleeping at all tonight so far 😔 In serious pain, but hurts too much to move or attempt to find a better position. 😩 Just want the night to end"

 

Hi Em 💗 Sounds horrendous, you've had such a rough night. please dont hesitate to call an ambulance when you can't move like this. 

Hopefully they'll get to the bottom of what's causing the pain this week and bring you some relief and help. 

Are you Sure you didn't have a fall or something? sounds bad. Feel4you💞

 

This will make you laugh, 

Georgia girl just sat on my head 🤪  Took extra long to wake me I guess but my subconscious sure knew this could go bad 😯 - I jumped out of bed to put her out real quick, phew! lol 

 

How's your little Holly, does she sleep on your bed? (can't remember). 

 

Anyway, you call an ambulance if you can hardly move like this... you don't have to do this on your own. And 

 

Please let us know how your results go with Dr? And call a friend too.

No matter what, you have so many supporters here, and we think about you offline too, i know I do... and Feel for you. You're so not alone. 

Sending cyberhugs, light & love 🌠

💗🌺💗🌺💗🌺💗

Re: A Life of Trauma and Tragedy (Possibly Triggering Content)

thinking of you my sweet friend @Emelia8  

hugs and hugs your way this morning xxxxooo  HeartHeart

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@Emelia8 Thinking of you Em, wishing you all the best for your results hon xx

 

BB 🐰💙

Re: A Life of Trauma and Tragedy (Possibly Triggering Content)

Thank you everyone ... you are all so kind and I very much appreciate all your messages.

 

Last night was pretty awful.  Lying in pain most of the night and unable to move to try to find a more comfortable position, because that hurts even more.

 

No @Former-Member ... I havent had any falls or done anything which should have caused this.  But I do have a long standing lower back injury.  Although this time it seems different .. nothing of note to set it off, and lasting longer without any improvement. 

 

It has gotten progressively worse over a period of weeks.  And it is not relieved or is made worse upon resting or lying down.  Both of these are well documented warning signs for possible bone cancer.  Which I wasnt aware of until after the seemingly odd questioning from my GP on Friday. 

 

Yeah I know @Shaz51  I shouldnt Dr Google, but it was a reputable website and was specific to breast cancer.  30% of early stage breast cancer subsequently spreads to bones ... typically spine and pelvis. So it is a very real risk, and one I am really concerned about given the current circumstances.

 

However, I'm hoping its just my old injury playing up, possibly made worse due to the anti-cancer meds I have to take.  They are well known to cause joint pain.  But I can see why my GP took the swift action he did .. in organising urgent blood and xray investigations.  I suspect I wont hear anything about results before mid to late afternoon, so I guess it will be an anxious wait.

 

I am going to attempt to tag all who have been so kind and thoughtful .. but my apologies if I miss anyone.  I have been getting some overwhelmingly beautiful support from you all and I appreciate it so much.

 

@bipolarbunny @BlueBay @Former-Member @Faith-and-Hope @Bow @Anastasia @HenryX @Eve7 @Shaz51 @Snowie @Owlunar @outlander @saltandpepper @Sophia1 @Zoe7 @Adge @Appleblossom @Clawde @Bunniekins @WIP @Peri @Oaktree 

 

Emelia 💕

 

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