A Life of Trauma and Tragedy (Possibly Triggering Content)

[Faith-and-Hope]

No words @Emelia8 ..... but here for you 💜

As others have said, there will be people around you to help you find your way forward Hon.  It is a big shock, and looking after your physical self is really important right now..... drink water, tea, something.  Just rest and breathe ...... breathe ......

Hugs n hugs n gentle hugs.

[Anastasia]

Love you @Emelia8

[Emelia8]

My only reason for living, my one purpose left in life ... caring for my husband ... is now gone. I have failed him. 😭💔

[Anastasia]

Sweetheart you haven't failed him. You provided him with unconditional love, took care of him and his heart failed him Em, not you sweetheart. Sitting with you in every capacity that I am able to. Here for you my darling sister @Emelia8 

[Snowie]

@Emelia8 in no way have you failed him. You were his rock, his support. 

Have you got any support around you through this

We are all here for you 💞💞💞

[TideisTurning]

Hi @Emelia8, I'm so very sorry to hear of your loss. I know that there's nothing I can say to take away this pain you must be experiencing, but please know that my thoughts are with you and there are many here for you on the Forums. Please don't hesitate to reach out and speak to someone offline if what you're experiencing starts to feel too distressing and take good care of yourself. 🌹 

[Bow]

Oh @Emelia8 you didn't fail him. You gave your all for him and his heart failed him, not you. Please be gentle with yourself. Take your time. Just be. Sitting here with you. 

[Shaz51]

Ohhh noo my @Emelia8 🙏🙏❤❤❤❤🙏🙏❤

Thinking of you lots xxx xxx 

[Shaz51]

You have not failed home My @Emelia8 ❤❤❤❤❤

[Lee82]

Oh @Emelia8 I am so very sorry to hear your news beautiful. 
I am lost for words. I cannot imagine how your feeling right now. Please know that you are in my thoughts hun. You are not alone. We are all here for you. To support and love you. 
sending you gentle hugs ❤️🧡💜💚💛💙❤️