A Life of Trauma and Tragedy (Possibly Triggering Content)

[Clawde]

My dearest @Bunniekins Friend we are our own worst judge of ourselves,

we waste our lives thinking what could have been, the amount of "if only"

not every done can be fixed or changed, and suppose your sick and tired of apologies to every man, women and child so to speak.

The secret to it all is to live our lives as if today is the first day for the rest of our lives. Apparently.

my Grandmother used to be my go to, to give me advice and put me back together again, She had 6 rules for life that I promised her I would remember and do I not bore you with them all but I draw on them when I am in a dark place.

The first one is count your blessings when she taught me these these lessons went on and on for example you have a heart beat, you have beautiful Hair, you have a witty personality, you have a smile that lights up any room, you have breath, people really do love you, it goes and goes....

The second one is about when I was growing up, was don't do anything you regret, well Clawde should have paid attention to this.

But said if you do, and I pray you don't, put it behind you as soon as you can, because life goes on and you will do more good things for people than you will ever know.

[Bunniekins]

@Clawdeyour grandmother was a very wise woman. Your/her words have put a smile to my face. Just remind me of these words wont you when the black dog comes knocking at my door.xxx

[Clawde]

Dearest @Bunniekins  have read many times that you were sick when made mistakes on the forums here, it does not count in the big scheme of things if you made mistakes when not well, no one I know counts them or blames us except our selves and you probably heard this before because it's a truth, and that is we harder on ourselves than any one.

where we should be our own best friend and forgive our selves I know easy said than realality dumb computer can't spell. 
now I feel guilty not going in to work today, hope I can get over it, and not waste my day thinking should have etc......

note to self be kind to self 🌼 hope your day is great let's stay in touch today, I have no plans, and don't feel like making any just feel like vegging out, feel poorly today hope it passes don't even want to hit the shops probably growl at a shop assistant 

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@Bunniekins wrote:

@Clawdeyour grandmother was a very wise woman. Your/her words have put a smile to my face. Just remind me of these words wont you when the black dog comes knocking at my door.xxx

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[Bunniekins]

@Clawde  Clawde you are one of my dearest friends here on the forums xxx. I will be around today. Dont feel guilty with taking today off. You wouldnt do it if you were feeling up to working. I really admire you for being able to work. My brain is so scrambled I (at least atm) cannot work. I hope your headache goes soon. Do you get migraines? headaches are awful. My mother used to get them frequently.

[Bunniekins]

@Emelia8  Hey beautiful it is at long last raining here. Cleansing rain at long last. Hope you have a kind and caring day today. Love peaxxx

[Emelia8]

Good morning 😄🌹 @Bunniekins @Clawde 

So lovely to see the discussion between you both here earlier. 

You have such kindness and wisdom @Clawde . 

@Bunniekins I wish very much you could forgive yourself for things done in the past that you were not responsible.

I really hope you both feel better as the day wears on.

Glad to hear @Bunniekins that you finally have that cleansing rain.

Sending both of you a hug, and lots of love.

Emelia 😊💕

[Clawde]

Hello my favourite @Emelia8 have a great day, I am going to try, so greatful chatting with @Bunniekins @just love her, Clawde has a new crush❤️💓😍 great start to a crappy day I am so lucky @Bunniekins was on line this morning really needed someone today, ringing up saying I am not coming in hurt more than it should, it's only a job but mostly I like what I do just fed up lately too much going on, I think my sister drama took its toll on me still confused and angry and sad parts of it at my self for hanging on and keeping it a secret that I knew and remembered anyway today is another day just love you @Emelia8 and my new love @Bunniekins @and my freinds that got me through @Anastasia @Former-Member @TAB @Appleblossom @Snowie @Adge @Judi9877 ❤️Love from Clawde

[Bunniekins]

@Emelia8 @Clawde 

xx

[Snowie]

Good morning @Bunniekins @Emelia8 @Clawde and anyone else around.

Hoping your day goes well for you.

Lots of love and hugs 💖💖

[Bunniekins]

@Snowie  Love to you Snowie. I know you have been doing it tough lately. Hoping today brings you love and hope. Love peaxxx