Self Harm

[Appleblossom]

@Angels333 

It is good to see you, although I am very sad to hear how your physical health has been impacted.

Are you home after hospital or in rehab? Do they have plans to set up support at home?

Check in when you can.

Apple

[Angels333]

Urgh I'm so depressed I  feel I can't go on this way anymore, I am not suicidal just exhausted.   I have so much anxiety... Thanks for replying @Appleblossom @Shaz51 

[Snowie]

Sorry to hear you are feeling this way @Angels333 

Hoping the rest of the day went a little better for you

[Appleblossom]

@Angels333 

It would have been very frightening as the whole situation has been very rapid.  I can only imagine the mental adjustment as well as coming to terms with it. 

Words can only do so much.

I know pictures do not take away from your experience.

 You must have a lot of courage.

[Owlunar]

I am sorry to hear this @Angels333  - this is not good news at all

You must be exhausted and so stressed - I am glad to read you are not suicidal - so relieved

I'm sending my best thoughts and wishes and very gentle virtual hugs

Dec

[cloudcore]

Hi @Angels333,

I hear your exhaustion and anxiety. It sounds like you're feeling powerless in your life, and that must be awful. I'm so sorry you're going through this, we're here to listen and support you. What is something that has helped you cope in times like this in the past?

from cloudcore

[Angels333]

@cloudcore I really don't know where to start.   I sit on the couch all day.  I feel like a malingerer.

[Angels333]

Ahh I'm around tonight, struggling as I usually do, no surprises there.   I've been drinking again all week, but I stopped... about an hour ago...  @TAB ... I have to stay dry, my mental health is poor and things are falling apart,  I'm safe...  but broken...

[TAB]

Try and take it easy on yourself @Angels333 😸 please

[Angels333]

i'm stuck in constant flight freeze mode  Yes I just have to relax somehow, diet coke and tv @TAB