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This morning my sunburn is stinging as my shirt is touching it
It isn't as irritable as it was before say an hour ago.
I feel okay I guess. It was good to go out in Saturday and enjoy a full day out. Yesterday I took it easy - Sunday
In terms of work - I don't care. I really don't. I sent off my application for the higher paid role that two supervisors told me about so that's that. I don't know if my efforts are good enough but time shall tell
If I don't get it then so be it - it'll be motivation to find a new job - which i already have i guess.. at some level.
This year has been unsettling. In many ways. I want to change and grow for the better but I fear (a rational fear in my estimation) that I wont reap the rewards for doing so. I get this impression when I look at how divided we are as a society between generations.
The people in my generation who are organised and sorted are often highly neurotic and extroverted. Amongst them the introverts are there, but they tend to be the types who have an axe to grind with the world.
The rest of my generation are woefully underskilled for the future (no fault of theirs) and are usually tech addicted (Twitter, snapchat etc)
Right now as I wrote this on the train I see a colleague who is about my age but in a completely different lane on the highway. He has a good job (related department but not quite so he is still technically a colleague). He is catching the train with his gf. Good for him I think... but I wonder when I will be at that level.
Anyway. A pensive Hams today it seems. Maybe melancholic too lol
