I dont know how much longer i can go on like this

[outlander]

Thank you for actually talking @Former-Member
You didnt take anything away. You mightve felt that you lost the comnection with me but it wasnt lost at all. It was still there. Each conversation i have whether it be with you or nell or f&h or a moderator or whoever it may be means something to me. With you removing those posts started to take that away- does this make sense?
Its ok to step back if someone else comes in or you can join in ad well, it doesnt mean you have to leave. There was a few tags inviting you into the conversation as well so that you werent feeling left out.

[outlander]

Each person here @Former-Member had their own uniqueness. Some can handle abit more tougher stuff better than others and that is ok.
When things start to get tough for ourselves meaning us an individual rather than staying with that convo its ok to take that step back. If we arent right within ourselves, how can we help others. If we become distresssed we start putting blame on others for our own actions, when all we need to do is take a breather, get our heads sorted out then come back in a better mind frame to deal with whatever is happening or just letting the convo take its place.

There have been many a time i have felt left out here, alot and yes it does get to me but i also have to remember that im responsible for my own actions and my help might not be what that person needs right now so i step back and yes it is hard-very hard to do when we care so much about them but sometimes it just happens that way.

[Former-Member]

@outlander
I understand what you wrote, but the issue of Nell saying that I would have done what I did no matter what is very wrong, & I will not take it any further. I will just stick to the Christian Thread & maybe a couple of others & leave you & Nell to talk as I am not seen for who I am by some ppl but that happens. I do not want to get in the way of your close relationship with her. As I have others in Forum who know who I am in my heart, & that is what matters most to me. Hi Enigma I know you are there reading. Not sure if you are liking just because its me talking here with outlander. I never caused all that problem with what happened with Zoe7 If you want to talk to outlander you are welcome I am going now & you can come out of the back ground now?
GOD BLESS all bye 🙂

[outlander]

@Former-Member nell said you were upset meaning you were sensitive. She meant nothing harmful by it.
I dont even know what problem your talking about with Zoe @Former-Member now you have me confused as i dont understand?
Keep yourself supported @Former-Member your right not everyone will be best of friends and that is fine but we can all be friends. Our differences are what make us who we are. You will always be welcome here but ultimatley it is your choice which threads you participate on.

[outlander]

And when people 'like' @Former-Member they are showing support

[Bunniekins]

@outlander is this the right one?

[outlander]

Yeh this one will do little @Bunniekins
No i havent slept yet. I rested for a few hrs but no sleep.
How are you?

[Former-Member]

Hi @outlander and @Bunniekins

Sorry to read that you received no sleep @outlander. I only had a few hours - makes the rest of the day more difficult doesn't it. Hope you slept well @Bunniekins

[outlander]

@Former-Member i havent slept for over a week. I feel like a ticking time bomb atm. Are you up to anything today or can you rest?

[Bunniekins]

@Former-Member Cannot work it out why I slept so well last night and dont know why on other nights I dont. Weird ... sorry you both slept so badly ... lack of sleep is basically a torture isnt it.