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10-07-2020 09:03 AM
10-07-2020 09:03 AM
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Thanks for the update @Lilly6 ...I was so glad to hear that a tiny part of you is hopeful still. I agree that I want to talk about my feelings with my therapists too...I can see the benefits of mindfulness but am not very good at it yet. Well done for adopting the controlled breathing last night.
I'm sorry you are so depressed - it sucks, I know. I do think there is always hope and healing possible, as it happened to me when I never thought it would. But the severe depression lies to us and says there is no hope.
Thinking of you...I'm glad you are still posting your feelings here.
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10-07-2020 09:15 AM
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Thanks @NatureLover and yes depression definitely sucks. Just makes me feel so blah and awful and right now I can't remember not feeling this way which is sad in itself. I am so tempted everyday to just end things lately. I won't though till I get to the day I have chosen. Till then I will battle on.
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10-07-2020 09:30 AM
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11-07-2020 09:39 AM
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Hi @Lilly6 ...thinking of you. Just wondering how you're feeling today?
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12-07-2020 03:18 PM
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Hi @Lilly6 ...just worrying about you. I hope you're OK...
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12-07-2020 03:31 PM
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Hey @NatureLover ❤️️
I can hear you're worried about @Lilly6. I want to assure you that mods take steps on forums and behind the scenes to support members who are at risk. But given the nature of the forums, sometimes mods and members don't know how a member is travelling.
It can be hard to sit with. How do you support yourself when you're worried a member is vulnerable, and there's a lot of not knowing?
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12-07-2020 04:09 PM
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Hi @NatureLover not ok but here
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12-07-2020 04:14 PM
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Hi @Tortoiseshell @and @NatureLover thanks for thinking of me, it means a lot. I haven't been on here because things have not changed. The support here is really great, thanks💕💜💜💜
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12-07-2020 04:45 PM
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Hi @Tortoiseshell , thanks for your concern...I'm actually OK, I can handle the worry. I do accept that I won't often know how a member is doing... How do I support myself in the uncertainty? That's a good question, I will have to give that some thought. Thanks again ❤
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12-07-2020 04:48 PM
12-07-2020 04:48 PM
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@Lilly6 wrote:Hi @NatureLover not ok but here
I'm sorry things haven't changed... Just want you to know I'm thinking of you and sending best wishes. @Lilly6