im back..... i think

[Former-Member]

@outlander I am thanking you because I appreciate you. You and other Forum followers probably know me better than anyone in real life, the faults and weaknesses of my mind, my inability to cope and so on. Yet you still allow me to care, even if I have to step back on occasions - you let me step back in, without a harsh word. Thank you. I do care. Good luck with the appointment 🙂

[outlander]

What are you doing up @Owlunar though im not complaining
Im still waiting atm wont br long though
Oh yes u were helping me alot last night. I fell asleep as i was comfortable with u which is rare and im the same with @Former-Member too

[outlander]

Oh @Former-Member my dear friend 💓💓💓
Its obvious to me people get me more here than in life if you didnt get that already lol
I dont have a problem with you stepping in and out as you like or anyone elsr. Its self care beautiful

[outlander]

Ive saved you both a seat next to mr in the waiting room and if you want to come in and hold me hands thays good too @Former-Member @Owlunar

[outlander]

Im bloody terrified

[Former-Member]

Your not shaking alone @outlander

[Owlunar]

Hi @outlander

I am up because I feel like it - I have been awake for quite a long time but I am a slow-starter - it's get up and do the necessary - get an Up and Go and take my medication, feed the cat and take my medication and go back to bed with a hot pack for my spine - and today I stayed there for quite a while - easy - I did not go back to sleep

I can get up pretty much when I feel like it - sometimes I get domestic help early - this is a harder start

Obviously I feel better than I did yesterday - that was hard - I found it horrible just having to make that phone call - and yes!! I have to ring the vet to get my cat's claws clipped and make a dentist appointment - I was supposed to do that yesterday - the best part of yesterday was talking to you last night - well rattling off anything that I felt was okay

I guess the people here know me better than people in the real world too - someone esle wrote that - how comfortable we are with sharing - and

I am so glad you have that doctor's appointment - I am sure it will go better with this person - a second opinion is always a good idea

Dec

[Owlunar]

Yes - I am coming in to hold your hand - and if it were possible to do so I would tell the doctor you are my grand-daughter and I am concerned for you and have stepped in

btw - you are younger than my grand-daughter - age does not matter here

Hand-holding has begun - I am not shaking nor terrified - I am the firm voice of wisdom - of the pixar owl -

Try and catch some of my calm and assertion and wisdom - you are well on your way to having those things - the only way out is through and you are going through atm

Hugs - and hand-holding

Dec

I have to search the web for a pixar owl - I am not even sure what they look like - I just know I am one

[outlander]

Oh i didnt mean it in a bad way @Owlunar i woudlve thought youd be tired drom last night and me draining you im sure.
Oh my loveley

[outlander]

I could feel you with me and u can comr for ultrasounds too @Owlunar will update more in a min getting ultrasounds in a sec