rough time

[outlander]

thanks @Appleblossom i can see your pics already! well done to the mod whos on!

It is tough in amongst some of the other things happening around here its making things abit tougher. theres lots of those feeling unwanted anywhere i go happening as well.

[MDT]

Yeah it's been warm @outlander
Been swimming a few times. But that's not useful in the middle of the day because the pool water is warm too lol.
I slept alright. Stayed up later to sleep in which worked out. Watched socceroos too.
Hope you have an okay day today given all that's going on atm.
I don't think you soud robotic. Probably just tired and fed up with stuff - which I can empathise with.
Take heart my friend 🙂 you are one tough cookie

[Appleblossom]

I agree with @MDT 

 @outlander 

You have never sounded robotic. 

I have been thinking a lot about what makes for connection. disconnection and dissociation.  I dont think your personality structure goes that way.  You may be exhausted with emotional stuff, a sense of rejectionm and feel numb.  You have reason.

I hope the new year actually brings GOOD things for you.

[outlander]

thanks @MDT yes tired and fed up with stuff sounds about right

hope your days alright too



thanks @Appleblossom i know the disconnection and dissociations comes with the BPD side of things too, it just doesnt help when it affects my being here too which is the only place i am ok with being esp when im this low. lately i do feel quite robotic though but im glad its not coming across in my posts. I am feeling quite lethergic but my anxiety doesnt really let up either so im always moving. Today and yesterday my body did remind me why i need to see the specialist since im having trouble walking due to the pain and stiffness atm

[outlander]

i knew it was going to happen 😞 it was only a matter of time. i got the answer to what i was waiting for the past few weeks and of course the answer would be no.

[outlander]

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@CheerBear

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[Owlunar]

Hi @outlander

I am hoping I have figured out how to make a picture bigger - let's see

No - I am not good at that with the new software

Sorry - I hate that excuse - there is just no arguing with it

But - I do hope 2019 is a better year - you deserve it

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