not feeling good

[BlueBay]

@Zoe7 I didn't finish.  I actually typed it up but somehow lost it.

trying to keep up with everyone's posts is really hard.  It's difficult for me to keep up with one post at a time. I am struggling

[BlueBay]

sorry if my posts don't make sense - i am talking to my son in Bali through messenger and typing to him; while i am replying to posts on here.  Now I know why I can't do two things at once.  OMG i am getting confused with what i am saying to who.  LOL back in a sec have to reply to him 🙂

[utopia]

@BlueBay - one thing at a time. Lol. I used to be able to juggle doing multiple thi things at once. Not any more. And I don't think it has to do with MI. I think I'm getting older - & I just don't see the point in overstretching myself doing too many things. Too stressful.
Hope your son is having a great time.
I understand you are struggling at the moment. I was hoping that by talking or focusing on your dtr and her bub - that it might distract you from the negative thoughts. But I get that it doesn't always work that way.
What can you do tonight that is calming?
Hopefully @Zoe7 will start painting next week - when she's up to it. You are also the arty / creative type - with your Mandelas and knitting. Both of ehich I'm no good at.
Do you think you may sleep better tonight - after working today? And I don't like your pharmacist. Everyone else can get sick from the heat - so long as she is comfortable. Sounds like she thinks she is more important than she really is. Lol. That's my catty personality talking.

[Zoe7]

@BlueBay It's really hard to keepup with everyone's posts - especially if you are struggling. I try to catch up on some posts myself but whenit is too hard I just stick to a couple of threads. I get that crashing feeling! One minute you seem to be coping ok the you've hit the floor and you don't know which way is up or if you even care. There certainly isn't any grey - mostly it's just black!!!

It is really hard - I so get that. I hate this feeling too - and the worry all the time of when it is going to happen again and will I be able to get through it. The more I worry the quicker it hits!

My GP appointment was good today. If you get a chance and have the energy I posted about it in Am Not Coping. I don't have any plans for the weekend as I'm not sure how the new meds are going to affect me. The last few changes we have made have had side effects that haven't been very good.

The most important thing for you is to look after yourself and don't worry about keeping up with anyone else. Just know that if I can help - I am here.  I do understand some of what you are dealing with and will support you in any way I can. 

Hugs 

Zoe 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Hi @BlueBay

Just do a "Hi Everybody" for now, and catch up individually with posts when you are feeling much better than you are at the moment.  Everybody understands, and you will help others to do that too.

I'm sure it can be a bit overwhelming when you are receiving a lot of support emails within a short time, but the "Hi Everybody" is one answer for all of us .... instead of lots of different replies ....

Its okay .... we're all listening to the "Hi Everyone" as if it were just us.

💙💐🐚💕

[Faith-and-Hope]

[Shaz51]

Hello @BlueBay 

sending you hugs my friend

how are you today , I have been thinking of you  xx

[Zoe7]

@BlueBay here if you need my friend 

[BlueBay]

@Zoe7 @utopia @Owlunar @Shaz51 @Faith-and-Hope
I need to get off here tonight. Not sure what I'm doing. Struggling agsin. I'm sorry.

[Zoe7]

@BlueBay Absolutely no need to be sorry. Do what you have to do and know we will be here for you if you need. Will be thinking of you - stay safe my friend

Luv Zoe