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10-12-2017 08:48 PM
10-12-2017 08:48 PM
Yeah not good at all @Former-Member But I'm doing my best.
This fence business is something that I was not prepared to deal with, along with the past week's work chaos.
I didn't realise that I was liking away, I guess that's good.
I just want to curl up into a ball & disappear (or maybe there's a black hole to jump into).
I hope you are well.
Adge
10-12-2017 08:48 PM
10-12-2017 08:48 PM
I will be ok , but very sad at the moment @Former-Member, my cousin died today aged 52
10-12-2017 09:01 PM
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10-12-2017 09:19 PM
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I'm very sad to hear that @Shaz51 That would have been a shock for you.
Thanks @Former-Member I just need some positive distractions with the little time that's left (before bed).
Something that does not sound like F (fence), or W (work), or T (tradesmen)...
Adge
11-12-2017 11:43 PM
11-12-2017 11:43 PM
Today I DECLUTTERED - packed a box of books I no longer want, to go to charity, and packed a bag of goodies to send off to my 4yr old niece.
The drawers got another coat of paint today, gloss finish so waiting for that to dry.
Managed to also rearrange plant pots on thecback verandah, put up a tarp to block the hot afternoon sun - real happy with that. Climbing up & down the ladder is challenging, and valancing at the top 😨 but better than I was last year.
Pruned back the big ginger plant and my fav deep purple daisies too.
Only about 2hrs work but I've been bushed since.
Hope you all are OK today. Loads of distractions I imagine, with Christmas preparations & gatherings... Can't believe its only 2wks away.
I'm having b th s feeling of impending doom, like WW3 is about to breaknout. Trying to talk myself down, that its only anxiety or some 'imagined' or 'cPTSD mind stronghold. But ya never know really.
12-12-2017 09:52 AM
12-12-2017 09:52 AM
💜 ..... @Former-Member
Reminder of a quote about wings of eagles .....
Stay strong .... you’re doing a great job .... ❣️
12-12-2017 10:28 AM - edited 12-12-2017 10:40 AM
12-12-2017 10:28 AM - edited 12-12-2017 10:40 AM
Thanks @Faith-and-Hope, love the image, and need the reminder ❤ I've just visited you in HotChoc thread, couldn't 'tag' properly, to enjoy a cyber ☕ with you. Really appreciate you still having time for me, checking in, ta ❤
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Overwhelmed with my STUFF, sorting it. Think I'm overanxious about the Charity Pickup Truck Booked for tomorrow 😖 Must keep going. Gets worse before better, tripping over stuff here, must get up, keep trying, like an eagle ✈ sour on the breeze. Just keep swimming 🐟 🏊somehow 🚶
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Arr! 😱 page 77, what does it mean LOL 😁
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