Life can be a Pain

[TAB]

Yep. And surname isn’t Schultz tho lol @Former-Member there is the other side like nightmares every night entire life apparently but there you are. He only told me by chance when was in my 30s but he could see funny side and there are all sorts of stories mostly that come out by chance and usually good and interesting.. he was so sure he was going to pass his drivers license at 90 plus after it got taken away .. well, he said.. I was taught by German Army and qualified to drive any tank And a ‘heavy’ motorcycle.. how could I not? .. he didn’t of course. Was a phase he was going thru re self rediscovery etc after mum died.

[Owlunar]

Hi @Former-Member@TAB@utopia@outlander@Faith-and-Hope

I am sure I don't need these BP tablets - yes my BP goes up and down but when I got my new toy at the pharmacy and the next morning I had not taken any tablets and it was not at all high - and since taking the tablets it is really normal and sometimes pretty low so I am glad I am seeing my own GP tomorrow because I can show him the memory on my BP machine and know if I have to take these tablets because I feel really crappy'

And my daughter is really ill after her operation and she doesn't feel like talking atm and that's okay - I understand - but I would like to know more - aw she thinks I am a fretful mother or something but I care a lot

So good news - the weather is warm here today and I have done some chores - made hamburgers, done the washing and still feel flat and I would go to sleep if I stopped I think - 

I hate to be gloomy but I am checking in - I really don't feel myself right now

And Lapses - I don't know what kind of BP problem I have but I think it's White Collar Syndrome - it happens because I see the doctor when I am in pain and seeing a new doctor wasn't easy and I had other stuff happening which is why it goes up and down at home but no where near where it was

I am feeling really tired so just letting people know

Dec

[outlander]

Thanks for checking in @Owlunar i hope both you and your daughter start to pick up soon. Glad your seeing your gp tomorrow to get some of your queries out as well.
Rest up ❤

[Former-Member]

Oh @Owlunar, you sound really emotionally echausted. Please be kind to yourself. I miss you lately but no pressure ❤
It must be a worry that your daughter is 'really' ill & withdrawn atm. Sorry for her and it must make you feel alone in the world. Please take ot easy. Maybe have tea delivered or some treat for you. Don't let the counselling sessions open up too many cans of worms to deal with. Christ Jesus said "Therefore do not worry... each day has enough trouble of its own" (Matt 6). Easier said than done i know but we need to HEAR the word to boost our faith.
"A quiet confidence in the Lord will be your strength" isaiah 30
.i'll stop preaching now lol Love you big sista, hugzz ❤❤❤

[Owlunar]

Yes - @Former-Member

I know - I am not worried about tomorrow - it will get here in it's own time-

There are enough things happening today and I had a weird dream this morning - really strange

But I can't work it out so I am just remembering it but not thinking much

I am really tired though and think it's the blood pressure tablets

Dec

[Former-Member]

Some blood pressure tablets can make you feel tired at first but you get use to it...  Talk to your pharmacist.  A low blood pressure can make you feel like crap too so - can you check your bp regular? Take an average,  maybe thw strength is too much for you?  Or interacting with another substance.  Pharmacist is really good to talk to about this stuff.  My chemist let me check my bp every time i'm there.  Please go back to youe dr,  or maybe get one to do an after hours home visit... 

Oh no,  look at the time!!!  Gotra go check dad,  cook some dinna

[Former-Member]

@Owlunar, went looking for something to cheer you up,  this is a but off...  but made me chuckle... 

Chin up my friend ❤❤❤

[outlander]

haha @Former-Member!!

[Former-Member]

[outlander]

@Former-Member your a fast little owl this morning! Flitting from thread to thread