Am Not Coping

[Zoe7]

I also know that it is somewhat bittersweet for you too Hon as you have really enjoyed this course and having the submissions finished will be like a fullstop to the year @Faith-and-Hope - so I can imagine there are some mixed feelings doing all this too. It is also great though that you have learnt some new things and found things that you can throw yourself into that previously you would not have thought about - all will help with future projects and that is exciting 

[Zoe7]

I have done the shopping and now settled back in out of the rain @Faith-and-Hope I hope your project is going well and you are getting a lot done 

Hi @CheerBear I see you there... sending you hugs and lots of these 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Yes @Zoe7 .... working well here and achieving lots .... 💕

@CheerBear .... 😘💕

[Zoe7]

I have a little fluffball snuggled up with me so I won't be moving far for a while lol 

Your niece is in her room on her bed all curled up also so she is happy. It is a miserable looking day here - drizzly rain and dark so I may not move far from the couch for the afternoon - but if that is what it takes to get through the day then so be it. There are a couple of shows I recorded earlier in the week that I can watch and maybe some more butterfly hunting on the internet so the day isn't a complete waste of time @Faith-and-Hope

[CheerBear]

On a cup of tea break after tackling spider webs on the car and wrestling with a washing machine that is either leaking or there is a leak in the roof/wall/from the floor maybe @Zoe7. Reading along thinking of you both Zoe and @Faith-and-Hope.

Mega big hugs for what you're going through with work Zoe. I can only imagine how hard that would be 🙁

It's nice to hear you have a fluffball with you. It's definitely the weather here for it today too. And I'm still in my pjs also 😊

[Zoe7]

I am very much feeling for you @CheerBear and what you are dealing with Hon. I have this giant feeling that work will be something I have to give up on sooner rather than later - there is only so much one can take and for this to be affecting me so much still I know I have to try to get through until the end of the term and then make some decisions. They will be hard but you have some harder ones to deal with CB and that is also not a position any of us would like to be sitting with either. Life is just hard sometimes and I understand that you are doing it particularly tough right now and all my thoughts and love are with you 

[CheerBear]

😘 @Zoe7. Thank you lots.

I know they're different situations but I feel like at the moment we are both sitting in a place of uncertainty. We're both facing tough life choices and both stuck with where to go with them. We're both being pushed and tested in lots of ways. Its not a nice place to be, but I'm sitting with you in it with deep inside feelings that we will both become unstuck again ❤

[Zoe7]

Yes I feel we are sitting at a kind of crossroads @CheerBear and neither path for us is going to be a good one - it is certainly a time in our lives where it would be nice to have the answers and not have to go through all this. I know you will do the best thing for you Hon but know we are supporting you in whatever you decide. I really do feel for you and truly understand how difficult this is - sometimes circumstances lead us in one direction and we have to face it head on to deal with it but that does not make it any easier - infact it can make it harder CB - but we have both gotten through some really hard stuff so I believe you will find the courage to get through this also. Hugs and hugs 

[CheerBear]

Oodles of these ❤❤❤ for us both @Zoe7. We got this (shakily maybe, but we do).

😘👋 going to get some more stuff done. I'll probably be around later but in case I am not, hope tomorrow goes OK (crossing fingers my scatter brain read and remembered that right). With ya xoxo

[Zoe7]

With you too CB - for whatever you need Hon 

Loads of these  and some of these 💐 for you @CheerBear