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11 Jul 2017 09:54 PM
11 Jul 2017 09:54 PM
I presume those 'things' that your brain is clouded with are complicated and you can't talk about either @Former-Member - which makes it even tougher to deal with. I do find that sometimes the things that are really 'bothering' me are those things that I can't talk about - for one reason or another - and that is when I begin to shut myself away more - which isn't a good place to be for me.
I really hope the kids are home Friday so you can spend some time with them. Whatever happens - I'll be here for you (when I get my stupid money and can recharge my phone). The alternative is I can drive to the closest school and 'steal' their internet but that will mean being out of the house and I don't think I can do that atm.
@oceangirl I have one appointment at 10.30 (depending on whether I can pay for it) and then one at around 2pm (can't remember the exact time as it is not my usual time - will check that in the morning)
11 Jul 2017 09:58 PM
11 Jul 2017 09:58 PM
11 Jul 2017 10:05 PM
11 Jul 2017 10:05 PM
@Zoe7 fingers crossed it comes through like last time- I thought it came through of the morning of your appointment. I have training again tomorrow and plus trouble needs to go to the vet again.
11 Jul 2017 10:07 PM
11 Jul 2017 10:07 PM
That is good @Former-Member - rockpool is great to talk to. I talk mostly to lunar - because she knows the most about me but have found rockpool is pretty switched on as well - so glad you were able to talk - I know it is hard and you often think 'should I have said anything' afterwards but it does help to get some of it out. Even though it is difficult in the moment I do always feel a little less 'burdened' after 'chatting' with one of the mods. I can't actually 'talk' so I always use helpline chat which probably makes it a little easier for me because I do find it easier to type some things rather than verbalise them - other things I can't do either for!
If I knew where the off switch was I would tell you - so hard to keep it together when your mind is constantly 'thinking'. I am really starting to struggle here lj so may not be around much more - I will see how I go but am even finding it difficult to type
11 Jul 2017 10:08 PM
11 Jul 2017 10:10 PM
11 Jul 2017 10:10 PM
11 Jul 2017 10:13 PM
11 Jul 2017 10:13 PM
2 peas in a pod aren't we @Former-Member - it's all too complicated, we don't do phones, no off switch and just try to get through each day and see the next! 'Life' shouldn't be this hard
11 Jul 2017 10:15 PM
11 Jul 2017 10:15 PM
11 Jul 2017 10:23 PM
11 Jul 2017 10:23 PM
yep @Former-Member that mystical world eludes us both - can't see I will ever feel free and/or happy. Today was just another reminder of how messed up this world is and how quickly 'things' can happen that leave you 'suffering' long-term. I am starting to get really negative - sorry for that, I think I should leave you alone and change threads. Take care sweetheart
11 Jul 2017 10:26 PM
11 Jul 2017 10:26 PM
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