Am Not Coping

[Owlunar]

@Faith-and-Hope

I  have a vision of @Zoe7@oceangirl@Snowie you and me with all the pets snuggled up and watching the winter sky from somewhere in Europe

Sheer bliss - this might just turn out to be my evening meditation tonight

Rockin', rollin', ridin' all the way to Morning Town many miles away

Dec

[Zoe7]

No burn cream or anything that will numb it at all. I am going to try to bind it to my other toe - really hurts to touch though.

Sorry little pea - I am going to say goodnight to you all @Faith-and-Hope @Former-Member @Bunniekins - feeling sick, tired and very sore. Will check in with you all tomorrow if I can. Sweet dreams everyone

[Bunniekins]

Hope you feel a teeny bit better tomorrow @Zoe7 xxxxoooo

[Faith-and-Hope]

Hi you naughty little pea .... lol .... I will be up for a little while yet to talk to you ..... @Bunniekins

Hugs @Zoe7 ..... glad you got to see the stars.  I hope the toe settles down with the binding and the painkillers you have already taken ..... and elevate it if you can .... 😔

💚💐💕💚💐💕💚💐💕💚

[oceangirl]

I'm not doing so well @Faith-and-Hope Finding it hard to get the words out. I'm upset at my EP for recommedating her to me, that is why I went to see her. 

The problem was she stopped my medication and I stopped it completely 5 days ago. I started to become irritable and I was worried. I didn't have an appointment for another week and I start uni placement in 9 days and i thought I really should see her.

She gave me samples to save me money and she said she would get me more. I am that upset I would rather not take them, because I have never been on medication other then the one I was on. It was started in hospital from Sydney. But I had stopped it last year and she re-started it prior to me going into hospital last October. 

I made a promise to me and that was I would never get on the merry go round of medication. I know I have an appointment to see her next Tuesday. 

[Faith-and-Hope]

Can you call the Sydney hospital tomorrow for advice @oceangirl ?  It sounds like you could use a meds review with a psychologist, rather than a gp with limited understanding of mi playing hit-and-miss with what she thinks might work .....

That does sound worrying Hon, and you will be the one living with the outcomes, not her, and not your EP ..... 

[Bunniekins]

@Faith-and-Hope Hi Faith-and-Hope yes I am a naughty lil pea but I don't want/can't go to bed yet I am too awake ... even my furry friend is asleep. If I could walk the streets I would .... how have you been? You move around the boards helping so many people .... thanks again the other night re son1 much appreciated 🙂

[Former-Member]

Night @Zoe7 💜

and all. 💜

[Bunniekins]

Nite @Former-Member xxx

[Faith-and-Hope]

You’re very welcome @Bunniekins .... we all help each other .....

I am doing okay.  There are bumps all over our road, but what is new in that ??  Making my way around and over them.  Most recent blow-up was yesterday about giving our dog away and to whom ..... grrr .... life goes on and no dx on our radar yet .....