Am Not Coping

[Zoe7]

Oh @utopia - you are definitely 'sick' enough to take up a bed - remember I've heard your jokes  lol

I do tend to bring tears to many eyes - not intentional lol - but I certainly always mean what I write - and you mean a lot to me 

Don't stress about placing the 'burden' on your family and friends - I am sure they want a healthy Cocky and not an unhappy Cocky  You are so lucky to have the support around you that will allow you to get the help you need and want - that is the key here @utopia - you want help and you want to be able to function 'normally' again - that is to be admired my beautiful friend.

[Faith-and-Hope]

Breathe @utopia .... ❤️💕 .... it sounds like you have settled yourself into the idea of getting the most out of this hospital stay.  Will you be able to give us the odd update on how you're going, or will it be a technology detox too .... ?

Its oils I started in again yesterday @Zoe7 .... I forgot how much I love them .... 😏

[utopia]

I can use my phone @Faith-and-Hope. So I'll pop in occasionally.
Night. Sweet dreams.

[Zoe7]

So if I hear a screeching Cocky approaching I need to brace myself then @utopia lol

Please check in and let me (us) know how you are going. So proud of you for identifying that this is what you need despite your reservations. Take care in there - keep me close as I will be with you 

[Zoe7]

@Faith-and-Hope It has been so long since I used oils and never on such a large piece as this one will be. How is your painting coming along?

[Zoe7]

I suspect you have 'face planted' @Faith-and-Hope Thankyou for once again being here when I was really struggling. Hope you get plenty of rest tonight...

All my love...

Zoe 

[Zoe7]

@Former-Member You still around?

[Former-Member]

Yes, I'm still here @Zoe7 🙂 

How are you getting on?

[Zoe7]

I struggle when I am on my own at night and don't want to sleep @Former-Member

[Former-Member]

Night time is definitely tough.. No routine, no company.. Can be hard to focus. 

Any reason you don't feel like sleeping?