Yes that is so true and thank you again @Anastasia
It is impossible for me to keep up with my random visits and computer systems thrown in.
I do not know where people are at and am frightened to upset anyone.
I am struggling like many
I cant get out and walk. Isolation is a great alarm for me that my anxiety is high.
I do spend most of my time in the garden. Forever changing. Love it.
My family member (referred to in this manner as once visited the forums) Very astute.
Person is hospitalised again, longer this time.
They have tested iq which has come back in the very high range.
This does not surprise me at all has person has slipped under the radar for the majority of his life. Bamboozled a whole range of social workers, counsellors, psychologists and psychiatrists let alone gps.
Even police on number of times reported missing.
I am battling answering calls that include demands of must have now and abuse when told no.,
Have visited and was devastated at who faced me. He had to the same reaction. Said how very old I was. I think that he is in a time warp and believes that I am still his young mum.
Extremely difficult to walk with as moves around at full speed and I am a fast walker.
I still talk every day at least once. Just take a break when anxiety levels reach sky high.
Hope to be able to visit one day next week, depending on how person is. Not at all happy being there which is understandable when the person believes that there is nothing wrong with them, just others interfering.
I read some of your thread., can't remember name now and know that you have one son with mind difficulties.
Tag me if you wish,
Will always respond when next on-line.
I also take breaks as it takes me too long to think about what to say. Along with deleting half of it, rewriting and then losing possibly because of taking too long.
Still that is me.
Loss and grief play havoc with mind and memory, motivation, even discussion.
I still keep my humour and am able to laugh at myself.
PS I write epic responses , part of why they disappear I think 🙃🙃Take care
Sophia xx
