A Life of Trauma and Tragedy (Possibly Triggering Content)

[Shaz51]

@Emelia8sending you lots of tender hugs my friend 

i have lost a lot of close family members like my dad , my uncles and cousins but not my husband xoxo

I am tagging @Mrsjones as she has lost her husband nearly a year ago xoxo

[Mrsjones]

@Emelia8 my heart breaks for you. Losing the love of your life is unexplainable and ive found it more painful than I could have ever imagined. 

Reach out if you need someone lived experience to talk to, I lost my husband nearly 12 months ago. We have to stick together, bounce of each other and know that the way you are feeling and will continue to feel that you are not alone. 

Your grief will have many layers and dimensions that you never thought were possible.

Xxxxx 

[Anastasia]

Hello @Mrsjones sorry for your loss x

[BlueBay]

I'm sorry to hear of your loss @Mrsjones 

Hugs love and strength to you ❤️🙏💐

[Former-Member]

[Eve7]

Dear @Mrsjones  I think of you every day and want you to know you keep me going.

I hope your babies give you some joy.

@Emelia8  Hugs my dear friend 

💜❤️💜

[Emelia8]

I have to get home. So much to organise. So much to do. I can do no more from this end. Now I need sleep, so I can do the long drive home. 

Hubby will be transported home on Tuesday. I have booked his funeral for the following Tuesday. Time for interstate family and friends to get there. It will be a big funeral. Everybody loved him. He was larger than life, a legend, so many have said.

I just need sleep. Desperate for sleep. I am sooo tired.

Thank you @Mrsjones and I am so very sorry for your still recent enormous loss.

Thank you everyone. I love you.

Em 💔😔

[BlueBay]

Hi beautiful @Emelia8 

I hope by now you're sleeping.  You must be exhausted. 
there is a lot to organise, I hope you're getting some support 

I'm so sad for you. I have cried for you and think if only I could be there for you. I would  let you rest and make sure you're eating and drinking. I would wrap my arms around you so tightly. 
this coming week until the funeral you'll have so much on your mind snd things to organise. Oh Em I wish I could help. 
I really feel for you. 
pls rest as much as you can. I know that will be hard at times. 
thinking  of you Em ❤️❤️🙏💐 xxoo

[Emelia8]

I dont even know who I am any more. Or what I am. I'm nobody, a nothing.

I need to be home. 

Ive packed hubbys bag, now in the car ready to go.

Just need to organise my Dad so he is okay until my brother is back in town this arvo.

Im doing a runner. They dont want me to go yet, not on my own. But I need to be on my own.

So I'm going. I will drive carefully and stop somewhere enroute if I have to.

Once I leave in about an hour, I will be offline. Please dont worry.

Em

[Anastasia]

@Emelia8 surrounding you with love and protection to make your journey home. I do understand I just worry. Kettle is on if you need to stop. I love you 💞