A Life of Trauma and Tragedy (Possibly Triggering Content)

[Bow]

Slow mornings are good @Emelia8 12 noon is fine 🙂

feeling a little more at ease yes, but anxious about a response. I see her on Tuesday. 

[Emelia8]

Okay great @Bow ...but was thinking I should make it 12.30 to allow for delays at radiation. 

Really pleased that you have sent that email to your psych @Bow . Im sure it will lead to better understanding and trust between you. And much better, and more targetted, solutions and outcomes. Proud of you.

Emelia 💕

[Bow]

Hoping so too @Emelia8 will chat with her about needing to let my gp know too, I'm sure she will help me come up with a plan to inform her. Also need to discuss with her how I'm feeling about this pdoc I seen on Tuesday. Have conflicting feelings about him. 
I'm going to try go for a walk... haven't been since the weekend, have been too scared to. 

[Emelia8]

Yes @Bow Im sure your psych will help provide necessary info to your GP.  My psych did that for me too. She discussed with me first, just  how much of my history I was comfortable with her telling him.

I can well understand your concerns about going out walking again, after what happened last time. Stick to familiar areas, where there are people around. Day time is best. Leave the evening walks out of your itinerary for now.

Take care okay? You're getting there! In fact I admire how much you have achieved over the last few days. Perhaps the weekend has been a catalyst to moving on for you?

Emelia 💝

[Bow]

Thanks @Emelia8 appreciate your kind words. 
still haven't left for a walk yet, stuck sitting on my bed feeling sick. I need to just get up and go. And 
I've just had a missed call from my psych, I couldn't answer, I froze. 

[Bunniekins]

@Emelia8  Em I am okay is just my demons from my past . Just have things going on in my head. If you take good care of yourself that is a huge worry of the pea's mind. I love you Em. peaxx

[Emelia8]

Thanks so much Pea ... love the little hedgehog hugs. @Bunniekins 

Love you too little Pea. 😊💚💕

Emelia 💞

[Emelia8]

I can imagine how hard it will be to pick up the phone to your psych after revealing so much of yourself in your email @Bow .

But as with most things, we think the worst.

The reality is that she most likely wants to let you know she has received your email. And wants to know you are safe, and to say she will discuss further next Tuesday.

If she calls again ... please answer. Even if its just to reassure her you are as okay as you can be right now.

I hope you get to go an your walk soon. Will you take Levi with you?

Emelia 🐶💝

[Snowie]

Morning @Emelia8 

Hoping today goes well for you hun.

Take care of you 💜💜

[Emelia8]

Thanks @Snowie 

Waiting at hospital now, to be called in.

Hope you are doing okay?

Emelia 🌷🌻