im back..... i think

[outlander]

@Anony18

yes i guess your right about your mother. and its fine you want to keep it to yourself. im really glad to know that your progressing in your un/official relationship. they may be small steps but he seems to care for you and thats a good start. all the best with it annd i hope your holiday goes good too-when do you go?

[outlander]

hi @Owlunar@Shaz51@eth@Anony18@Former-Member 

[outlander]

@Former-Member can u watch over tonight
Im.scared and anxious and very uncertain

[outlander]

@Former-Member @NikNik @Former-Member @Former-Member @Former-Member @Fancy_Pants @Former-Member @Former-Member

[eth]

@Former-Members can you respond here please?  @outlander has asked for your help .

[marchhare]

Thank you for your concerns. We have emailed outlander to tell them that we are here and keeping an eye out.

Marchhare

[Anony18]

Leave Friday evening @outlander

I hope you are doing ok now my friend xx

[eth]

Hoping you've had a good rest @outlander.  Are you around here this morning?

[outlander]

Remember @eth @Owlunar @Former-Member how i was trting to describe how i felt?

This i found on mt facebook news feed and i think this conveys what i feel now

I am a slaughter horse
I had a home and a purpose, but today that has all changed. Today I am a tag number, I have lost my home, my identity, all my friends and I have even been stripped of my halter, all that's left is the meat on my bones, thats the only value I have left, soon I will be gone forever, I will be forgotten, most likey replaced by another, I am a number now, I have no name, I await my sealed fate. I hope you don't forget about all that we once shared. I am scared. What did we do wrong other than be born, we did not ask for this. I am sorry that I wasn't what you wanted. Goodbyes are never easy especially when there is no one to say goodbye too.


No im.not attemping suicide. This msg conveys something very strong thats all

I dont have a place to call home i dont have friends nor do i know who i am anymore
Thats all thats left of me- im was put her to serve people and that it all
I am scared- bloody oath i am!
. I am sorry that I wasn't what you wanted- never good enough
I am a number- thats all i am too with all these appointments. When the dr rings a chemist they identify me by a number as well as health records
Goodbyes are never easy especially when there is no one to say goodbye too- i have no one

[Former-Member]

You have Delicious, who you may be saving from the slaughter, you have me and you have a forum full of caring people 🙂