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[Zoe7]

You can fight against this demon - you are strong @eudemonism 

Get what you need first and see what you have left over Eude - you don't want to get to another stage where you don't have any money again - that is when the demon realy begins to take over and the negative thoughts begin. 

[MDT]

Hey @eudemonism

Long story haha. But I basically completed my degree at the start of this year and have now been offered a place on a diplomacy skills and workshop event in Poland. I can't say too much because of anonymity but I can say that I am also going to try to work when I am there considering it goes for 6 months. It's requiring a good deal of reading and planning ahead in a short space of time but I think I am getting there ever so slightly.
I am 25 also

[greenpea]

@eudemonism Eude I have a demon who is silent atm as the medications are working with their awful side effects. I hate it all but what can you do 

[eudemonism]

Yea @Zoe7 I'm basically out of money already... so it's a bit late for that...

[eudemonism]

Yea right @MDT I would never even consider something like that for myself -because i don't think I could handle it that well on my own without lots of support. How do you think you'll handle it? Are you coming straight back to Australia afterwards? I couldn't do it because of financial reasons +contending with my illness.

[eudemonism]

Yea @greenpea I've let myself slip in the last few days. A few drinks is all it takes... it's happened dozens of times before, then I'm left dealing with the aftermath, I'm not even sure what causes it -however, battling this, is a very tiring ordeal... one day I'm good... the next I'm not... truly have had enough though! I must say!

[eudemonism]

Hey @TAB how you going tonight?

[TAB]

Hey @eudy and going straight to bed now pretty much. Just usual push pull here re artificial enjoyment and work tomorrow. Hope your demons are at bay. I’ll be back tomorrow. Am showered and heading to bed. @eudemonism

[greenpea]

@eudemonism Hi Eude I can't drink anything because I have my daughter here and she would be so disappointed if I did so .... that is the reason why I don't drink.

[eudemonism]

@greenpea@TAB

@MDT@Zoe7

@Former-Member@Sophia1

I'm feeling like i could do with a downer right now...